Here We Go
The stress of waiting to miscarry has been getting to me. Today I felt like I had an especially heavy weight on my shoulders. Actually, more like a annoying gorilla following me around, breathing on my neck and threatening to push me over when I least expect it. My ultrasound isn’t until Monday and I’ve been growing more anxious to see what’s going on with my uterus.
Lately I’ve been feeling both pregnant and premenstrual. A weird combination for sure. I’ve had a hunch that the premenstrual thing is a precursor to the miscarriage. That hunch was confirmed tonight when I discovered I started bleeding. So I think the miscarriage has officially begun. To be honest, I was a little relieved to see it. I mean, it only took like 3 seconds to conceive once we started trying again so I don’t think I was quite ready to be pregnant yet.
If this for sure turns out to be a miscarriage and not just normal pregnancy spotting, I’ll for sure be going out for a drink when it’s all over. Ladies, anyone want to join me in drowning my sorrows in a tall glass of Black & Tan?
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July 23rd, 2008 at 10:09 pm
I will be there for you all the way to the bar
Or for just the shoulder if that’s what you need!!
July 24th, 2008 at 6:48 am
Thinking of you in this troubling limbo.
July 24th, 2008 at 10:58 am
I’m up for hanging out whenever you feel like it!
July 24th, 2008 at 5:20 pm
Thinking of you. I would soooooo drown sorrows with you if only I were closer. I’m with you in spirit though
July 24th, 2008 at 5:40 pm
I am all fro a girls night out. Not so much for black and tan though. Sour amaretto is more like it for me.
July 24th, 2008 at 6:56 pm
Nikki, if you lived closer I would love to throw back a beer or two with you! I think we would have a blast, don’t you?
Sarah, I can’t remember the last time I had a sour amaretoo but that’s sounds good too!
I definitely need to plan a girls’ night out for all of us locals, and Nikki and Deanna can just be with us in spirit